Monday, January 9, 2012

Nervous

It is just about 1 am on Sunday, actually technically it is Monday. I just finished watching the 10 minute trainer videos and a video on taking my "before" pictures. I will admit I am a little freaked out. The recommendation on the 10 minute trainer is to do 3 of the 10 minute segments six days a week. He had some buff women on those videos and they were hurting in those 10 minutes. I don't know if that was what freaked me out or the realization that I will be taking some very distrubing and truthful pictures of myself. Yesterday Marc and I went out for dinner and there was a full length mirror in the bathroom. I caught a glimpse of my profile and I was shocked and very saddened that I have let myself get this far. It makes me realize that change needs to happen and now writing this I am started to loss that nervous and have it replaced with excitment, not what I wanted as I try to drag my butt to bed however a positive outlook is better for a good nights (or now a few hours rest).

I am ready to face my truth, forgive the past and move forward to celebrate each success. Thanks for rejoining me on my journey.

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